God, I mean what can I say
What can I do
Its all already been done
Why does it always elude me so much
I feel like I’m finally getting some inner peace
That’s been priceless
I’m absolutely petrified
For many reasons
Most are obvious ones
I can’t fathom this space without you
I know we’ll all get by
Maybe I don’t want to
Maybe I’m a selfish ass
That familiar drowning feeling is taking me over today
I don’t know what I need in this moment but
I know that there’s comfort in knowing this feeling won’t last
Knowing that each new day brings new opportunities
And I sound like a sucker
I finally have some confidence back
I finally feel my footing again
I’ve missed that feeling
That supported loved feeling
Is that what he felt like before
It’s a horrible feeling
