I think I feel closer to people who met me when I was vulnerable
I have a hard time getting close to ladies
Honestly, I have a hard time getting close with men
They always take it the wrong way
They always think there’s more going on
A phenomenon I really don’t understand
I am not sure if you know enough about that side of me
I know there’s things we won’t know going in
But I’m a little freaked out
I know I was the one pushing
I know I wanted this
And I still do
I can question it but still want it, right
I don’t understand where this idea of absolute certainty came from
What in life is completely certain
I’m not a shit if I’m unsure
I just am confident that I don’t know everything that’s ahead
Isn’t that smarter
Knowing you don’t know
Instead of thinking you know it all
And then getting utterly crushed when it changes
I’ve been there before
I won’t do that again
