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What do we even say to each other

How are we supposed to act

All these years later

I don’t know you anymore

On purpose

But I don’t

I can’t pretend

You think you know me

You don’t know anything about me

I’ve let go of a lot of the anger

But some of it

Well some of it

I don’t want to let go of

Some of it is what pushes me

To prove you wrong

You weren’t horrible

Of course not

Its rarely that simple

I have used up all my words for you

They’re gone now

So I open my mouth to say something to you

But there’s nothing to say

I’m someone else’s now

I don’t have room for you in my life

Are you bored with me

Have we become boring

Do you pine for me like you used to

How do people keep relationships interesting

Is it all just insecurities about the future

About my past

I don’t want anyone else

I don’t care about anyone else

You’re the only person who’s ever been so sweet to me

Sometimes I feel so horrible and difficult

I adore you

I hope you know

You make me feel comforted and secure

And loved like no one else

I’ve not had that before

I’ve never been at ease with a lover

You think of things I am not even cognisant of

It means the world to me