Every time I post a new blog
There pops up a new blank “write post” screen
Staring longingly at me
Desiring more of me
More of my energy
More of my thoughts and language
Its so demanding
It leaves no room for prettiness
I pour myself into every entry
Only editing what doesn’t flow or seem on point
My blogging is very intimate and personal
Hence the lack of viewers
I’m scared to share it too much
And here’s my independent, nonjudgemental lil computer
Wanting more
Asking for more
Leaving a blank page to make it so easy
Well computer
It is not easy
While I appreciate your support
I have to restrain from the meaningless
Otherwise I lose the entire attempt at authenticity
ariana said
this is a cute one. i’m with your computer! keep it up. but definitely keep the authenticity. i don’t like reading blogs anymore that just seem cheesy and contrived. love you meghan!