The grey is over-taking me today
It is entering my nose
Through my breath
It is becoming a part of my identity
It is enveloping my heart
It is trading places with my soul
It is the color of plain-ness
It is the color of sadness
It is a state of mind
I know that I require more than most
I know I don’t give friends and lovers a break
I am impossible
Why do I have such cravings
Why do I have need
I guess there will always be some need
Am I one of those colorless ladies
Trying to create the red from nowhere
I enjoy the rainy season
Maybe too much
I’ve always felt at home with the difficult
I’ve always felt at ease with a challenge
I don’t want it your way
Whatever it may be
I need it my way
I will immaturely fight for no reason
Other than to feel justifiable
